2010: A New Year

I just realized I hadn't posted since last year. Woah! Doesn't that sound like a long time ago? In reality, it has only been about 12 days. Normally, I have my new year post already done - it would not have taken me 12 days to realize I haven't done it - but you know how it is, right? With a 14 month old around?

Well, I started this year off with some changes. I started back to work full-time (which is only 5 more days a month at this point, due to the furloughs - thank you, Governator). I am looking forward to being retrained but so far, I feel as I'm unfocused because I miss Cubby so much.

I joined a fitness bootcamp. This is solely for me. I was starting to feel like I was overwhelmed, drained, drowning in my life's responsibilities and I need something for ME. Something for me to feel good about myself and something I can strive for. I want to be a role model for my son for healthy living and making good healthy choices.

I want to continue to surround myself with people who can bring light into my life. People who inspire, people who are grounded and people who can slap me around when I need it. I want to be surrounded by people who WANT to be a part of my life. I want to love and be loved. I want to be a better person, woman, wife, mother, sister, daughter.

Most of all, I just want to feel like ME again.